GQ: 2009

Sunday, February 1, 2009

EMOTIONAL

i know its been a while since i've actually had something about my feelings to write about, usually im either shedding light on my opinion on situations of current events or giving you what i feel are the new fly fashion trends to look out for before it drops....but i feel after last night it was long overdue. Throughout the past some odd years i have met a lot of people who none the less have made me the person i am today. I have had my shares of ups and down with friendships and relationships and it took me losing the people i most loved to realize i needed to change. If you asked me to describe myself in one word i would respond with EMOTIONAL. I have no problems admitting my faults now and realize the only way to change is to acknowledge them. For the past couple days i have be conversing with a lady friend whom ive grown to be quite fond of and feel like she is a special person aside from being beautiful and intelligent outside and in. It hurts to know she will be moving eventually but i have faith that its what she needs so i wont be selfish. all i know is now i know why they say the little things matter the most.....and tho its only been a few days our "little talks" have been very refreshing and it makes me cherish them even more to know that theres someone out there who i have things in common with and can learn from.......